Ivy Black.

1 7   y e a r s    o l d ,      a l o n e ,     j u n k i e  .

 2 a.m / Sumer night :

 Alonger sur mon lit, fuméant un autre join,  je repense a ce que je suis devenue. et malheureusement pour moi,

c'est fxcking ***. Passer d'la p'tite fille à papa maman à une junkie complétement bourrée et droguée H-24.

 D'etre passer d'la p'tite gamine pourrie gattée à la fxcking déprésive qui vie dans un todie a 2 balles.  J'me

rappel des après midi passer à commenter les potins mondains, j'me rappel des soirées passer à rigoler avec

mes (anciennes) "amies". En faite, j'me rappel d'ma vie avant que cette foutue drogue entre dans ma vie.

Maintenant,j'passe mes journées à fumer, à m'faire des piqures de je ne sais trop quoi, j'passe mes soirées à bai.zer

avec des mecs que je connais à peine,  ma vie ressemble a un enfer. Heureusement que les "bonnes" personnes

existe hein, parce que sans eux, j'me serais surement déjà tirer une balle.  Et dire que quand j'avais 08-9  ans, je

rêvais de devenir journaliste chez "Vogue" ... Maintenant, j"enchaine les p'tits boulots à droite à gauches ....

                Avant, je vivais, maintenant, je survie .

" And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way 

 too long I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most So I think it's time for us to have a toast Let's have

a toast for the douchebags! Let's have a toast for the assholes! Let's have a toast for the scumbgs! Every one of

them that I know Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs That'll never take work off Baby, I got a plan Run away

fast as you can She find pictures in my email I sent this girl a picture of my, hey! I don't know what it is

with females But I'm not too good with that, hey! See, I could have me a good girl And still be addicted to them

hoodrats And I just blame everything on you At least you know that's what I'm good at See, I always find

And I always find Yeah, I always find somethin' wrong You been puttin' up with my shit just way too long

I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most So I think it's time for us to have a toast Let's have a toast for

the douchebags! Let's have a toast for the assholes! Let's have a toast for the scumbags! Every one of them

that I know Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs That'll never take work off Baby, I got a plan Run away fast

as you can Run away from me, baby Run away, Run away from me, baby Run away . "

Run away - Kanye West . Favourit song since 2011 .